Still waiting

I have been married for almost 3 years now. She is the love of my life, the only person I felt really understands me, my best friend, my missing piece.

All of this still means nothing to my parents. They still have the nerve to tell me this was some sort of “choice..”

Even though these feelings I have happened in my earliest memories.

They even have the nerve to tell me I could be married to her and just refrain from sex. Because apparently being in love with someone means you should be celibate.

WHY do right-winged Christians always get so stuck on sex???? They have dirtier minds then me, I swear. Love isn’t about sex. It’s about connection.

Now, I understand Jesus was celibate, but that doesn’t mean every believer should be. He was an exception to every human law. Human, yet not. When will they get it???

Honestly, I fear that even when we have children they won’t be accepted. Sometimes I believe the only logical conclusion is to cut them from my life completely…..